Several of my friends ask me this question...
One time Loloi asked me when will I get depressed. Another friend of mine asked me, why am I so happy. Carlson told me in YM "You, Nikki, is never sad. Unless you watched a depressing movie or the New Jersey Nets loses in the playoffs." (He was sharing a story about his "true love" that never dies, even after he had 10+ girlfriends in the process. Like, wow, the last time I had a girlfriend myself is almost a year ago. Pagsure sa sadness, kuya!)
I really don't have time for sadness, well I do feel sad, if i saw a beautiful young lady with an ugly boyfriend.
For example, nevermind, they are reading this blog. hehehe.
I also feel sad, when someone dies. No really even at death I don't feel sad.
Everytime I feel that sadness is coming, I just call my friends, drink here, there, kiat here and there. So as to preserve my self from "sadness".
For me sadness is a synthetic feeling, it's forcing oneself to pity him/herself. We have to deliberately forget all we have in order to be sad. We have to forget that we have this and that and find the thing (most of the time it's a person) that we never had, we lost and most of the time, UNACHIEVABLE.
Again, a friend of mine told, sadness is a good feeling (briefing time: Emo siya, naa siya'y clan-clan) because it makes you feel vulnerable. (briefing time again: nagapanguyabuyab lang para mangiyot, mga kuya magsure na ta sa atong statements kay ako baya ang ginatagakan ninyog chismax, ok ra man sa ako inyong binuhatan ayaw lang ko padungga sa inyong mga drama ha?, di ba Allen Von, daghan kog chismax? hehehe)
Moving on, now what do I feel now? I am hungry for food. I am annoyed because I can't pull off a short story for my thesis yet because it is too long. AND OF COURSE, Dallas is 11-8 for the season. Of course, I feel sadness, but it's not pure sadness, because regret and anger is mixed with it. THAT'S IT people...The things you all wanted to hear from me. The reason? Secret! Just ask my closest friends, only in Tagum, KYAHAHAAHAHAHA!
Edit:
And sadness for girls, I've got a girl friend who really annoys me nowadays because she is really establishing her "virginity" everytime we are conversing! And I know from the very start that she is not a virgin anymore. And another friend of mine who was really depressed after being divirginized, and now her equally divirginized boyfriend wants a "cool off" (IM FUCKING SURE THAT THEY'LL BE BACK TOGETHER AGAIN, unless bogo ang laki, gwapa ra ba dyud ang bayi).
Girls, you are worth more than your hymen. Baw.